Watch out everyone, there's a potentially painful holiday incoming!!! Happy Valentine's eve, webfriends!
I was chatting with Gavan briefly yesterday and wished him a happy VD, and he mentioned that he'd be at rehearsal, dateless. I consoled him with the fact that he, at least, had a reason for being dateless.
But the truth of the matter is I'm okay with being unattached this Valentine's Day... I know it's been over eight months, but because the act of separating has been so drawn out, I'm still getting over Gavan and my breaking up. Don't get me wrong - I still firmly believe that it was best for both of us; but there's no way I'm ready to seriously date anyone.
Or at least, I haven't been. I'm getting to the point, I think, where I wouldn't run screaming from the room if the prospect of a long-term relationship reared its head. The good news is that there's nothing going on, dating-wise, that I think will lead to one, so I have a long time before that bridge has to be crossed.
By the way, I'm soliciting opinions: Should I keep the van dyke, or what?
I was chatting with Gavan briefly yesterday and wished him a happy VD, and he mentioned that he'd be at rehearsal, dateless. I consoled him with the fact that he, at least, had a reason for being dateless.
But the truth of the matter is I'm okay with being unattached this Valentine's Day... I know it's been over eight months, but because the act of separating has been so drawn out, I'm still getting over Gavan and my breaking up. Don't get me wrong - I still firmly believe that it was best for both of us; but there's no way I'm ready to seriously date anyone.
Or at least, I haven't been. I'm getting to the point, I think, where I wouldn't run screaming from the room if the prospect of a long-term relationship reared its head. The good news is that there's nothing going on, dating-wise, that I think will lead to one, so I have a long time before that bridge has to be crossed.By the way, I'm soliciting opinions: Should I keep the van dyke, or what?
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